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When Rick Rojas<\/a> became a national correspondent for The New York Times, <\/em>a colleague told him to focus on the second word of his new title.<\/em><\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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As correspondents, Rojas says, \u201cWe are, in a sense, writing a letter to our readers. Not just relaying basic facts, but striving to give some texture and depth so they come away from a story feeling like they have a deeper understanding of the place and the situation in the dateline.\u201d<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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Rojas delivers on that mission in \u201cThe Excruciating Echo of Grief in Uvalde,\u201d<\/a> the \u201cletter\u201d he wrote Times readers from the southern Texas town in August, about two months after a shooting at Robb Elementary School that left 19 students and two teachers dead. His 2,000-word essay reaches well beyond a classic follow-up story, and instead offers a deeply reported meditation on grief and its evolution. The project was co-reported by Edgar Sandoval<\/a>, a Times correspondent based in San Antonia and one of the journalists on the ground in Uvalde.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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Rojas immersion into gun-violence coverage came in December 2012 when he reported from Newtown, Conn., where Sandy Hook Elementary School became the scene of the worst mass shooting at a school in U.S. history when 20 first-graders and members of the school staff were killed. The shooters at both Sandy Hook at Robb were former students of the schools, and both armed with assault-style rifles. Both left small, close-knit communities to deal with the endless aftermath of grief.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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The experience, Rojas told me, \u201cgave me a much deeper understanding of how a mass shooting almost works its way into the DNA of a place.\u201d<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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That knowledge fuels the empathy in his story from Uvalde. Focusing primarily on one family, Rojas chronicles the suffering and the political awakening of Javier and Gloria Cazares whose 9-year-old daughter, Jacklyn, and niece, Annabell Rodriguez, were killed.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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Rojas spent more than a month in Uvalde to gather scenes and impressions that sum up the anguish of the Cazares family and other survivors \u2014 indeed, the whole town. The story is also marked by unattributed passages, Rojas says, \u201cgleaned from sitting through funerals and vigils, conversations with families and spending lots of time in the community.\u201d That investment in time allowed grieving families to realize that the Times team was not part of the media frenzy that swarmed to Uvalde and then left.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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Throughout the reporting and writing, Rojas says his challenge was \u201cmanaging to juggle big-picture insights with really close-in reporting on individual characters.\u201d He employs alliteration\u2014\u201da marathon of mourning\u201d\u2014 and repetition to convey the story\u2019s core theme of the grief that echoes on and on in Uvalde.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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Rojas, a native of Beaumont, Texas, joined the Times in 2014 and nowis bureau chief for the South, based in Atlanta. He formerly reported at the Los Angeles Times and the Courier-Journal in Louisville, Kentucky.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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Nieman Storyboard interviewed Rojas about the origins of his Uvalde essay, his thinking behind the approach he took, his writing process, the vital role multimedia played and the traumatic impact of the Uvalde shootings on journalists covering the story. Our email conversation has been edited for length and clarity and is followed by an annotation of the story. Two editors who oversaw the project, Meghan Louttit<\/a>, deputy national editor for Visual Journalism\/Projects, and Felice Belman<\/a>, the assistant national editor who edited the story, <\/strong>added their perspectives at the end of the annotation.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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What led to your reporting in Uvalde and especially the immersion that resulted in \u201cThe Excruciating Echo of Grief?\u201d
<\/strong>I was part of the early wave of New York Times reporters to arrive in Uvalde. The shooting happened on a Tuesday and I got in that Thursday morning. Texas is not technically in my purview, but on a story of this magnitude people are drawn in from all over \u2014 journalists from New York, Miami, Phoenix, even Mexico City. And I\u2019m a Texan, so I find myself pitching in on things there more often than others.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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My role in Uvalde quickly became doing the stories that established a sense of place. I wrote about the Catholic church that has always been a gathering place<\/a> for the community, and now it was especially true as they grieved. I also wrote about mariachi performers<\/a> who came from all over to perform in the town square. On a story of this significance, there is a lot of ground to cover. You need hard-hitting daily news coverage and accountability and investigative reporting. I\u2019d say those are the most crucial.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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But I think \u2014 especially as a news organization that is explaining this tragedy to a broader audience \u2014 it is also essential to provide the reporting and writing that tries to capture the place and the moment so readers can have a thorough understanding of what this community is enduring. This project grew out of that. There had been so much news. The coverage had been so relentless. And so it felt like we were nearing a point where we needed to take a step back and meditate on what this community had been through and in turn what the country had gone through, too.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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To me, the story really reads more like an essay than a narrative. It\u2019s marked by unattributed insights, conclusions and universal truths. Why did you write it in this fashion?
<\/strong>That\u2019s a fair assessment. As a national correspondent, it\u2019s a delicate line that I\u2019m constantly straddling. I don\u2019t want to cross into opinion. But what I am passing along are insights and impressions based on extensive reporting \u2014 not only my own, but Edgar Sandoval\u2019s as well as that of the other reporters, photographers and videographers I worked with<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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Were there any writers, stories or books that you leaned on or inspired you when you were working on the story?
<\/strong>I went back and read one of Eli Saslow<\/a>\u2019s stories (in The Washington Post) after Newtown. I keep going to Mike Wilson<\/a>\u2019s stories, too. Mike is a metro reporter for the Times with an incredible ability for taking a crime event or a character and just letting a story unfurl in a way that takes you in surprising directions and brings nuance and texture you\u2019re not always anticipating. I have a few colleagues whose author pages I tend to pull up when I need some inspiration: Annie Correal<\/a> and Ellen Barry<\/a>, to name a couple. I also keep this link to an L.A. Times blog post from 2008<\/a> bookmarked: Robyn Dixon, a former foreign correspondent for the L.A. Times, talked a bit about her process and linked to some of her most memorable stories. There was a particular story from Zimbabwe<\/a> that is the perfect example of what I think correspondence is supposed to look like. It feels almost like you\u2019re reading the journal of your most thoughtful and articulate.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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What I wanted more than anything was to avoid having the story turn out maudlin. So I am drawn to writers whose stories pump with heart and humanity, but don\u2019t make themselves \u2014 or their writing \u2014 the main character.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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This story seems to rely as much on video and photos, as words. As the lead writer, tell me about that collaboration. <\/strong>The work of the visual journalists is what made this project work. It took a while for me to really get what the thesis of this story would be, but early on I imagined it as a scrapbook \u2014 images and videos and vignettes and more sweeping thoughts that all coalescence into something comprehensive, that you could look at later and hopefully understand what it was like to be in Uvalde during that time.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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Tamir Kalifa’s<\/a> photography is filled with heart and humanity. He has the ability to draw people in and connect with them, and he was able to capture that vulnerability. Tamir, Callaghan O\u2019Hare<\/a> and Emily Rhyne<\/a> spent so much time in Uvalde, did so much reporting. I relied on their thoughts and impressions as much as my own in the writing part of it.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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I can only imagine the emotional pain covering a story like this must have for the journalists covering it. How have you coped?
<\/strong>Other journalists in Uvalde told me stories about weeping in their cars after interviews \u2014 about having intense struggles with this. I\u2019m not sure yet how it has affected me.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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I believe that it helps that my stories are meant to have texture and a sense of perspective. That forces me to immediately process my thoughts and feelings about what I\u2019ve just reported and then write it out. I think there is something therapeutic about that. Also, in the middle of reporting this, I caught COVID. It was a mild case, but I think the weeks of reporting this, of the all-nighters spent writing and all of the running around caught up with me. So the two weeks I was laid up, I think I was recuperating from this reporting as much as I was the virus.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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Were there any lessons or surprises for you as worked this story?
<\/strong>This isn\u2019t all that profound, but one of the main things I took away was just how much of a gift it can be to have time: Time to stick around, time to let a story play out, time to figure out how to make the most of the reporting.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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It was remarkable how much had evolved as weeks went by, as the media circus calmed, how interactions with journalists changed. After awhile, after running into us at community gatherings and one of the Mexican restaurants in town, we became familiar to many people in Uvalde. It was clear that our mandate was something different than what they had experienced in the early days after the shooting. It wasn\u2019t hurried. It wasn\u2019t high-pressure. It wasn\u2019t trying to grab sound bites. We were just there, listening. That can only come from taking the time to hang around, to have conversations with people where your notebook isn\u2019t always out, and to soak up everything and see how things change over time.<\/p>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n \n

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The Excruciating Echo of Grief in Uvalde<\/h2>\n

The community buried 21 people after the Robb Elementary School massacre. In the weeks that followed, the aftershocks only compounded the agony.<\/h3>\n\nText by Rick Rojas and Edgar Sandoval
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\nUVALDE,<\/strong> Texas \u2014 In a cemetery on the edge of Uvalde, a cluster of fresh graves had been carved from the parched, rocky earth. The dead were claiming new ground: No sod had been laid. No trees had taken root to shield against an unrelenting South Texas sun. <\/a>Your lede has the feel of a novel, with a strong sense of place. Why did you open the story this way?<\/span>This was one of the most powerful moments in my reporting in Uvalde. The Cazares family brought Tamir and I with them to Jackie\u2019s grave. The story was about a very specific chapter of grief, and that chapter ended once the children and teachers were buried and everyone went on their own path. In this scene, you could see how Uvalde was entering into uncharted territory. And it was also quite intimate, so I hope it helped make clear to readers who might have read weeks\u2019 worth of coverage that we\u2019re going to places they have not been in previous stories.<\/span><\/span>
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\nUvalde had weathered loss, but never anything like this. The community had crossed into unfamiliar terrain, as the massacre at Robb Elementary School created a marathon of mourning that started with vigils in the hours after the May 24 attack and continued for weeks until the last victims were buried. <\/a>The second graph brings the reader away from the newly-broken graves into the news. But it implies a familiarity with the mass shooting. When you crafted it, how much knowledge did you think the average reader would bring to the story?<\/span>This story dominated the news for weeks, not just the shooting itself and the aftermath but also the political implications around gun legislation. So I assume readers had at least a cursory recognition of Uvalde, and I tried to shade in a few context clues \u2014 the date of the shooting, the name of the school, etc., to help orient readers without loading down the opening sentences.<\/span><\/span>
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\nOn June 3, Javier and Gloria Cazares buried their daughter Jacklyn in one of the graves. On June 8, they returned for the burial of their niece, Annabell Rodriguez. A few days later, on a Sunday evening, they were back again with Jacklyn\u2019s older sister, Jazmin. They had just been to the visitation for another classmate who was killed. On their way home, they stopped to collect the balloons they had set out for the 10th birthday Jacklyn was supposed to celebrate on June 10.
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\n<\/a>How and why did you select the grief-stricken Cazares family out of all the survivors as your protagonists? Some writers \u201caudition\u201d sources before they settle on a main character? Did you do something like that?<\/span>It all happened rather organically. I believe that Tamir and I went to them and explained what we\u2019re working on. That we\u2019re here, after a little has passed, to do something richer and more meaningful about what this community has gone through. They were open and generous. This was unfamiliar territory for them, but they\u2019re driven by an intense desire for their daughter to be remembered and for her life to be defined by more than how it ended. And I think they saw how sharing her story, and their loss, could help with that.<\/span><\/span>
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\nPart of the cruelty of what Uvalde endured lay in the repetition: <\/a>One writer\u2019s voice, devoid of traditional journalistic attribution, conveys the themes that are delivered in the meditation that is this story. What, or who, gave you the freedom to write this story in this fashion?<\/span>The freedom came from the reporting. It gave me the measure of confidence to just say what we needed to say.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0\u00a0<\/em>One funeral after the next \u2014 days with one in the morning, another in the afternoon and then a visitation after that \u2014 into the summer. The pastor giving a variation of the same sermon, beseeching an anguished community not to let its anger ferment into malice. The collections of 21 crosses, one for each of the 19 students and two teachers who were killed, that sprouted all over town.
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\nIt was an excruciating echo. <\/a>How did this phrase come to you and then become central to the project headline?<\/span>It came to me while writing the previous graf: The idea of an echo and how awful it was to be stuck in it. We\u2019d been struggling with what to do with a headline. I was concerned that readers \u2014 after so much coverage of Uvalde \u2014 would go right past it, and the headline was one way to combat that. The credit for the headline goes to Fahima Haque, our audience editor on the national desk.<\/span><\/span>
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\nIt also reflected an enormous undertaking, as overwhelming emotionally as it was logistically, to memorialize the dead and care for those now living with debilitating loss. <\/a>In just 26 words and a sentence with two clauses, you sum up what Uvalde and familes like the Cazares family face. Is this a nod to a nut graf?<\/span>I see this as part of the nut graf, establishing what we\u2019re examining in this story, the multitude of ways that this community has been strained and how they compound each other. The logistical headaches seemingly pale in comparison to the larger loss, but it is still an incredible burden to have to not just celebrate all of the people who had been killed but try to do them some semblance of justice.<\/span><\/span>
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\nUvalde\u2019s plight is as agonizing as it is familiar. The attack, now more than 10 weeks past, initiated the city into a crowded cohort of American communities forced by a gunman\u2019s actions to navigate the long, brutal path that is the aftermath of mass violence.
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\nSoon, just as in Newtown and Parkland and Sutherland Springs \u2014 other places indelibly associated with shootings \u2014 the path will splinter into countless trails, diverging as individuals wrestle with varying degrees of trauma and heartache, confront their own struggles and move at their own pace. <\/a>Why did you highlight these particular mass shootings out of so many that have occurred?<\/span>Newtown and Parkland were both school shootings, and Sutherland Springs because it was relatively nearby and it had the similar struggle of being a small town overwhelmed by the aftermath of a mass shooting. I was reminded of the essay Lauren McGaughy, a Dallas Morning News reporter, wrote about wrestling with being part of a media horde.<\/span><\/span>
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\nBut it has also been constricting. And in the immediate aftermath, a crush of outsiders swarmed into town: law enforcement officials, reporters and camera crews, politicians, evangelists, Meghan Markle, motorcycle gangs, people who came to help, and others who slowly drove through town, drawn by lurid curiosity \u2014 all creating a sense that Uvalde was stuffed well beyond capacity. <\/a>At 58 words, this is one of the longest paragraphs in the story. Its fullness mirrors the crush of outsiders that swarmed into Uvalde. Was it a challenge to write?<\/span>What I remember being a challenge was trying to distill the bigger thought: How being a small town could be a blessing and a curse in a moment like this. I like these runaway lists. I think it helps convey the chaos: It\u2019s a lot to read it, so imagine being in the middle of it.<\/span><\/span>
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\nThe crowds have largely retreated and the mountainous memorials have been consolidated. The void has been filled by a growing outrage, inflamed by revelations about apparently catastrophic miscalculations by law enforcement officials who responded to the shooting. <\/a>You avoid damning the police outright. Why?<\/span>We went into more detail with the police further down. I\u2019d argue that it\u2019s a pretty harsh assessment, but it has been such a moving target I felt it was important to recognize that. Perhaps that could have been expressed in a more pointed way.<\/span><\/span>
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\nHe was speaking at a viewing before the funeral for Xavier Lopez, 10. The boy lay in an open blue coffin with a Tejana that set on top and sunflowers placed around it. <\/a>What\u2019s Tejana? Did you think of explaining it?<\/span>I believe it says it\u2019s a hat in the story, and I think the reference to Tejano music after that gives a bit of conext to help a reader imagine what it is. Mostly I didn\u2019t want to bog things down.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0X.J., as his family and friends called him, loved dancing to Tejano music and playing baseball.
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\nThe children were at an age where their families could see the people they were becoming \u2014 their talents, their personalities taking shape. Maite Rodriguez wanted to turn her passion for dolphins into a life as a marine biologist. Jacklyn Cazares \u2014 Jackie, as her family called her \u2014 talked ceaselessly about someday visiting Paris; a model of the Eiffel Tower sat on her bedroom dresser. <\/a>In his 1927 book of lectures, \u201cAspects of the Novel,\u201d the English novelist E.M. Forster drew a distinction between \u201cflat and round\u201d characters. Jacklyn is clearly a round one, fully drawn, while Maite is flat, introduced with just one reference to her life and she never appears again in the story. Why did you introduce her?<\/span>That\u2019s an interesting concept and I\u2019m not sure I\u2019ve thought about it that way. I wish I had an answer that made it seem like there was some larger rationale, but it was simply a matter of the reporting we had: Jackie\u2019s family was the one we happened to spend all this time with. Could we have gone without the nod to Maite? Probably, but I feel like when an opportunity comes to name one of the victims, particularly when it comes to how they lived, then I\u2019ll try to take it.<\/span><\/span>
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\nEvery day, dishes were dropped off at the Cazareses\u2019 house \u2014 one day, chicken Alfredo; another, enchiladas \u2014 part of a meal train that was organized to feed victims\u2019 families. \u201cIt helps,\u201d Jazmin Cazares said. \u201cIt helps so much.\u201d
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\nAnd whatever Uvalde couldn\u2019t handle on its own, outsiders took care of, like personalized coffins for each of the children. One man built and erected a 15-foot cross that stands on a main street. Mariachi musicians from around the region performed in the plaza at the heart of the city. <\/a>How did you settle on these two examples out of the many who came to help?<\/span>I picked the coffins because Emily had incredible video of the coffins, and I wanted to nod to it in the text. And I had just talked to someone about the cross when I was writing, so the example was one of the first that came to mind. Together the examples showed that some of the support was very practical \u2014 they needed coffins for the victims \u2014 and other support were more symbolic gestures, and a 15-foot cross seemed emblematic of that kind of outside acknowledgment.<\/span><\/span> \n<\/a>How long did it take to write this story? Did it go through drafts and revisions?<\/span>In a way, it took weeks to write, all the time that I spent reporting, absorbing the information and ruminating on it. In practical terms, I had been struggling to hunker down and get it done, so eventually I locked myself in a hotel in San Antonio for two or three days and just cranked it out. I checked the time stamps in the edit history: 12:44 p.m.; 7:06 p.m.; 1:48 a.m.; 3:36 a.m.; 5:21 a.m. Structurally, it stayed about the same from the first draft. What changed over the course of editing was trimming things down and Felice is very good at helping to clarify and condense some thoughts.<\/span><\/span> \n<\/a>Describe your writing process.<\/span>Utter madness! Kidding aside, I\u2019ve come to realize that \u201cwriting\u201d is not just the time I\u2019m sitting at the keyboard, particularly on something like this. There\u2019s a period where my brain is digesting all of this reporting \u2014 the various scenes and quotes and information. I remember taking my dog for a walk and I was stringing together sentences in my head. But eventually, I just had to hunker down and pound it out. The file in the content management system \u2014 I write directly in that \u2014 is an absolute mess, filled with quotes and details and jotted thoughts. And I have a tendency to write the same paragraph over and over, making little tweaks until it feels right. I can\u2019t imagine what editors think when they peek in and see that. But I like writing directly in the system (our internal NYT program is called Scoop) because it has a preview function where I can see what it will look like on our website. I find it helpful to be able to read it over in that way. I feel like I notice things reading there that I don\u2019t see when I\u2019m reading in the word processor file.<\/span><\/span>
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\n\u201cIt didn\u2019t feel right,\u201d Gloria Cazares said. \u201cWhat was it going to do? It\u2019s not going to bring our baby back.\u201d
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\nYet some in her extended family tried to persuade her to reconsider. Ms. Cazares works as a home health nurse, and Mr. Cazares has a glass installation business. The relatives asked when they expected to return to work. She didn\u2019t have an answer.
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\n\u201cSo, they said, OK, then you have to have a way to pay your bills,\u201d Ms. Cazares said, recounting the conversation.
\n
\nThe family was still reluctant, but the point had gotten through.
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\nJazmin Cazares recently sent her sister, Jackie, a text message. <\/a>An abrupt switch. Did you worry that the reader might be lost at first?<\/span>This was part of the beauty of the digital design. This comes after a long scroll through photos, so it serves as a section break. Reading it in that format, it felt like we were starting a new chapter.<\/span><\/span>
\n
\n\u201cDon\u2019t forget to wake up early. We have summer academy tomorrow.\u201d
\n
\nHer brain had slipped into an alternate universe\u00a0<\/em>where, the next morning, they would be starting the fine arts program that stages a play each summer. <\/a>Did Jazmin describe it as an \u201calternate universe?\u201d<\/span>Fairly close. She said that had this moment where she just forgot and her brain took her to a world where the tragedy did not happen.<\/span><\/span>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>Last year, it was \u201cThe Wizard of Oz.\u201d (Jackie played a munchkin and a flying monkey; Jazmin did tech. This year, it was supposed to be \u201cBeauty and the Beast.\u201d
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\nReality came crashing back.
\n
\n\u201cIt was like it just hit me all over again,\u201d Jazmin said.
\n
\nA rising high school senior, Jazmin was seven years older than Jackie, but they were close. They had their sisterly squabbles, sure. \u201cIt upset me so much how she would copy me,\u201d Jazmin said. Jazmin wanted to be a veterinarian, so Jackie wanted to be a veterinarian. Jazmin sang and acted, so Jackie started singing and acting. \u201cI went into her closet the other day, and I saw three shirts of mine that I don\u2019t remember giving her,\u201d she said.
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\nThat did not mean Jackie wasn\u2019t her own person. Her mother said she thought her nickname should be spelled Jacky, but Jackie decided otherwise. When she encountered panhandlers, she nudged her parents to give them money or buy them food. <\/a>Why did you decide to feature Jackie out of all the other children?<\/span>That\u2019s just how it worked out. They let us into their homes and their world, and we were also drawn to the arc of their story \u2014 from this feeling of powerlessness in losing their daughter to finding a way to take charge by jumping into activism.<\/span><\/span>
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\nIn the days after Jackie\u2019s funeral, the Cazareses\u2019 home bustled during the day. Cousins came and went. Ringo, Lily, Chiquita and Roxy, the family\u2019s dogs, demanded attention.
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\nBut at night, Jackie\u2019s absence was inescapable.
\n
\n\u201cEverybody\u2019s gone,\u201d Ms. Cazares said, \u201cand it\u2019s just us.\u201d
\n
\nJackie\u2019s parents had spent their lives in the Uvalde area. Their roots were here, and they could be enveloped in the care of their sprawling families.
\n
\nBut the Cazareses did not dissuade their children\u2019s curiosity about possibilities outside of Uvalde, imagining lives in places they had never visited. Jackie\u2019s older brother enlisted in the Marines. For a while, Jackie wanted to be a Marine, too, until her brother told her about having to wake up at 5 a.m. Then, she had Paris. Jazmin dreamed of going to a university in Britain.
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\nUvalde High School\u2019s prom was held 10 days before the shooting. \u201cI went to take pictures at my girlfriend\u2019s house,\u201d Jazmin said, \u201cand Jackie was crying the entire time.\u201d
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\n\u201cWhy are you crying?\u201d she asked her. \u201cThere\u2019s no reason to cry.\u201d
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\n\u201cAnd I remember her saying that you go to prom, that means you\u2019re going to leave me soon.\u201d
\n
\nIn one of the photographs from that night, Jackie\u2019s face was stained with tears. She was wearing a shirt she had taken from Jazmin.
\n
\nIn the days and weeks after the massacre, the story of what actually happened kept shifting. The temperature kept rising. <\/a>Here you shift to the law enforcement response? Why did you wait until now?<\/span>The mission of the story was to focus on one particular chapter in the aftermath of a mass shooting \u2014 the stage that comes after the first wave of shock and horror, when the community negotiates this loss together. When we started the story, the fury over the police response was definitely in the backdrop, but the focus then was on the funerals and memorials and supporting the families. In fact, I remember Javier Cazares expressing that notion at one point: That once Jackie was buried, his new mission started.<\/span><\/span>
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\nThe initial official narrative of a swift and heroic response by law enforcement quickly disintegrated. Within 48 hours, the community learned that officers had delayed \u2014 some 78 minutes \u2014 confronting the gunman.
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\nMass shootings have produced many activists, as families and survivors are spurred to leap into the fray over gun safety. The same was happening in Uvalde. But the police response added another dimension to the community\u2019s anger \u2014 a fury stoked by each new fact that emerged: The police chief arriving on the scene without his radio; officers spending precious time searching for a key to open a classroom door without checking to see if it was unlocked<\/a>; the police, captured on video, milling around in a hallway.
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\n\u201cWe know he was to blame 100 percent,\u201d Ms. Cazares said of the gunman, \u201cbut we don\u2019t know how many kids could have been saved.\u201d<\/a>Why don\u2019t you identify the gunman?<\/span>There has been a rethinking broadly among journalists about how we cover these shootings, and one major element of that has been a push to be more judicious in publicizing the identities, photos and background of the perpetrators. There\u2019s an argument that there\u2019s a danger of glorifying them by giving them notoriety. I\u2019m not sure where I fall on that. But I try to be deliberate about how and where I identify the gunmen in stories, if I do so at all. So, I ask myself: Is it necessary? What does it add to the story? Others might have a different opinion, and I totally respect that, but for me, in this instance where it was such a glancing reference, it did not feel necessary.<\/span><\/span>
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\nJavier Cazares believes his daughter could have been one of them. \u201cIf she got out in time,\u201d he said.
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\nPublic meetings grew increasingly heated as the community demanded accountability. The Cazareses participated in a rally in Austin in June calling for tighter gun laws, carrying signs and telling the crowd about Jackie.
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\nMr. Cazares said that he was nervous and was not sure what to say, but he felt compelled to go and speak up. \u201cIt was powerful,\u201d he said. \u201cI\u2019m willing to go out there and do as much as I can.\u201d
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\nIf the circumstances were different \u2014 if Jackie were rehearsing for her part in \u201cBeauty and the Beast\u201d right now \u2014 he almost certainly would not be marching for more gun restrictions.
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\nMr. Cazares owns an AR-15, the devastatingly powerful rifle favored by gunmen in mass shootings. Since the attack, he has resolved to have his handgun with him more. He was upset with himself for leaving it behind the day of the shooting. Maybe, just maybe, an opportunity could have presented itself, he tells himself, and he could have taken out the gunman. <\/a>How do you know this?<\/span>He and other family members told me.<\/span><\/span>
\n
\nBut he and his wife now argue that an 18-year-old, such as the Robb Elementary gunman, should not be allowed to buy that kind of weapon.
\n
\n\u201cWe\u2019re gun owners,\u201d Ms. Cazares said. \u201cWe don\u2019t want to take away guns \u2014 and especially in Texas, it\u2019s Texas. But something has to change.\u201d
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\n 
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\nOn July 10, a crowd assembled in front of Robb Elementary. Ms. Cazares was trying to get the protesters \u2014 the families of victims and survivors, residents, activists who had come from out of town \u2014 ready for a march. Jazmin was handing out water and taking her spot in the front.
\n
\nThe funerals were over. The memorial of flowers, crosses and posters that had consumed the town square had been dismantled, the plaza now conspicuously empty.
\n
\nBut the protest reflected the depth and intensity of the anger that remained.
\n
\nOne demonstrator carried a large poster with 21 coffins and the message, \u201cThis is a reminder of what you didn\u2019t do.\u201d Others had signs calling police\u00a0 officers \u201cCowards.\u201d
\n
\n\u201cNot one more child!\u201d the protesters chanted. <\/a>I imagine there were many different signs and chants. How and why did you select these?<\/span>Some of the chants were more vague \u2014 \u201cNo justice, no peace.\u201d Out of the many signs, those stuck because of how powerful and pointed they were. These are incredibly strong words and images, and those signs very telegraphed the intensity of the anger this community was wrestling with.<\/span><\/span>
\n
\nUvalde was now pushing into a new frontier of grief, its expressions of loss now tinged with indignation and imbued with a new sense of purpose. <\/a>This is a really powerful line, the word \u201cfrontier\u201d echoing the Texas culture.<\/span>The word fit the geography, this vast scrubby stretch of Texas, and it reflect how this community was being forced to step into this agonizing new reality.<\/span><\/span>
\n
\n\u201cThis is for justice,\u201d Jazmin told the crowd. \u201cThis is for accountability. But above everything, this is for our freaking kids.\u201d
\n
\n<\/a>Why did you end the story with the protest? Were other endings considered?<\/span>I hadn\u2019t written the story yet, but I\u2019d actually left Uvalde when Tamir found out about the protest. Before finding out about it, I was considering ending with something to do with the Austin protest, but this was just perfect, being with the family and the community as they marched into this new, more complicated chapter in the aftermath of tragedy. I knew early on, though, that I wanted to end on the note of protesting. It reflects the arc of this family\u2019s story, going from staggering loss to getting mobilized in this world of activism that they almost certainly would not have been pulled into had they not gone through this.<\/span><\/span>
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Thoughts from the editors<\/h4>\n\nMeghan Louttit, deputy national editor for Visual Journalism\/Projects<\/strong>
\n\n\tIn projects like these, where there is a strong mix of text and visual elements to tell a story, there are a variety of ways in which those elements can inform and complement each other. Figuring out that relationship can be tricky, but is crucial to creating a story that is clear to the reader.\u00a0 Sometimes, it’s obvious that one element is telling a stronger story, and a piece can be crafted around that element. Sometimes the text and visual elements speak directly to each other, forming a focused narrative. Other times there are clear moments where a visual element can lift pieces of the story through context, but the text does the heavy lifting.
\n
\nFor some stories, this relationship can be directed from the start, but oftentimes, like for the Uvalde piece, we don’t have that luxury \u2014 whether it’s because of time or other logistical constraints, or the nature of the story itself \u2014 and we have to adjust on the fly.
\n
\nWe knew, based on the number of people we had in Uvalde and the access they were getting, that we would have an expansive set of photography and video capturing the range of emotions and activity in Uvalde in the weeks following the shooting. But we were also limited, based on that access, and a piece like this risks feeling visually and narratively incohesive. Ultimately, it’s the text that provides the narrative thread, clearly establishing structure (time and themes) that the photo and video edit follows, while also matching the mood and tone of the visuals. This allowed us to narrow down a visual edit into loose time periods, but also thematically, without having to be overly strict with how they line up with the text. Their main role is to establish a sense of place, allow the reader to connect emotionally with the people in the story and communicate mood.
\n
\nOur process for many of these stories, where we have a large amount of visual elements to organize, is to go analog. We printed out all the photos and began organizing them into loose themes, taping selects to the wall, then narrowing down and adjusting from there. We went through many iterations, and the final edit was ultimately completed by Heather, our photo editor. But this exercise helped to clarify structure and narrow down the universe of items we were working with.
\n
\nFelice Belman, assistant national editor (now the deputy metro editor)
\n<\/strong>As the word editor in a largely visual project, one big challenge for me was thinking about how closely the text needed to be married to the images. Did we need to account literally for every lovely, heartbreaking scene, or could the images and words simply complement each other? In the end, we did a little bit of both. Some passages in the story match the images. In other spots, the words and the images go in different directions.
\n
\nAlso of note: The initial concept for this story was somewhat different from where we ended up. We were all struck by the notion of such a small community having to put on so many funerals \u2014- day after day after day, sometimes multiple funerals on a single day. Some of our early ideas were quite literally about all those funerals and what went into them emotionally and logistically. But access to the funerals was quite limited. And beyond that, we quickly realized that that framing was far too narrow to capture what Uvalde was actually coping with. So the season of funerals essentially became just the timeframe to tell a larger and much more human story.
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\nChip Scanlan<\/em><\/strong>is an award-winning newspaper reporter who taught writing at The Poynter Institute for several years. He lives and writes in St. Petersburg, Florida, publishes\u00a0 <\/em>Chip’s Writing Lessons<\/a> and two new books,”Writers on Writing” and “Thirty-three Ways Not to Screw Up Your Writing.”<\/em>\n\n <\/div>\n <\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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